(You don’t have to post all of this, it’s alright.)
This isn’t stupid. This helps me. You were my rock. You were my cat and my comfort. Nothing will ever make me feel that comfort I felt with you ever again. I might stop crying, maybe. I don’t know. I hope I don’t feel like this all the time. It’ll pass right? This is stupid, isn’t it? But I don’t care. You calmed me down always. You were there for me for my exams, and you were there when I went to work experience and you were also there when I would wake up at 2. I still wake up at 2 and I don’t see you. That’s what I’m most afraid of. Waking up at night and not seeing you and then crying again. I love you, I hope you knew that. What happened to you wasn’t fair, I will always miss you and I hope you lived a happy life. You were my cat and I will always love you my sweet sweet cat.
July/August 2015 – 30th June 2017